...still trying...

trying to back in the reality
without any feel
that always make comfort
make me safe

trying to back in past time
before something happen
before this day happen

can I rewind all of that??
without any hurt
without any sad

just wanna say I'm sorry
don't wanna screw all of this
but what I gonna do

these things make me so crazy
make me want to runaway
is it possible??
I don't think so

trus....aku harus nglakuin apaaaaa????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...wanna run...

Ku ingin lepas...
Runaway...
Could I?
Sanggupkah aku?
Ninggalin smua rasa nyaman yg aku dapet
Ninggalin rasa aman
Be a tough girl again

God..please wake me up from this dream
Mimpi yg bikin aku terlena dgn smua kenyamanan
open my eyes to face the reality

...mbuh wes...

terperangkap dalam keadaan yg smakin bikin terjerumus
ga tau mesti gimana
smua jadi smakin ribet
smakin ga terkontrol

tapi smuanya ga akan punya akhir
ga punya destination point yang sama

apa harus tetep berjalan di sisi ini??
apa harus tetep mengikuti jalan yg ga berujung??
apa harus terhanyut dalam rasa yg smakin membelenggu??

God..help me pliss
lepaskan aku dari keadaan yg memerangkapku...
aku ga mau tersesat Tuhan
aku ga mau melenceng dari jalur yg seharusnya aku telusuri

Life is about a choice
and I choose to back in my path before
I have to go back there
and I don't wanna take a risk

Tuhan...hanya kepada-Mu hamba berserah
hanya kepadaMu hamba meminta
dan hanya kepadaMu memohon
kabulkanlah permohonanku
amin!!!